mom just left after her visit
alone again
hurts... really hurts this time
tired of being alone
tired of having no one here
tired of so desperately needing a fucking hug and only getting one twice a year if i'm lucky

tired.... just...... tired....

gonna go lie down... really not doing okay...
cried
slept
now just numb and don't know what to do
@Auric oh fuck just saw this, aaa I'm sorry *hugs*