okay but starting to realize im someone else these past couple hrs,,, nd it's weird, cos, suddenly a bunch of memories from the summer nd fall are coming back that were extremely foggy befur
DID is a fuckin trip nyall X-X
am i the real amy??? are "amy" nd noelle just completely new headmates from whenever we split? i.. dont know and it's confusing nd scary

like,,, given how tonite went, it would make sense that i would come back to front, if it wasnt me befur? tonite was amazing btw pls dont take this the wrong way, anyone, but. we def switched to me like, right then, we 200% felt a switch, but thought it was from noelle to "amy" at furst but ... iunno, fuck. it's hard, yall.
but we are generally feeling rly happy. just also confused nd scared abt DID stuff