I’m swallowing fucking knives. I took my respirator off to eat/drink at the short track on Saturday. I didn’t put it back on.
It definitely came to mind multiple times as I thought I heard the kid, two seats down from me, cough quietly. But the respirator I had with me was very uncomfortable. I was still waiting for a replenishment order of my favourite ones.
I convinced myself that I’d taken it off to eat/drink so any damage that could be done was done. I really wish I’d put it back on. It may not have made the difference but at least I’d have done my best.
Lesson learned: don’t run out of my favourite respirators and if I do, grow the fuck up and wear the other one anyway.