Internalized bigotry - Lemmygrad

I’ve found that as much as I try not to, I really find myself not liking the majority of trans people I meet or interact with. I find the whole sort of transgender culture, the way transgender people (not all of them) conduct themselves and act just seems unpleasant. It’s almost a cliche really that trans people all seem to hate each other and find themselves splitting off into different groups like transmedicalists. I’m transgender myself, so I can recognize these feelings aren’t right or good, but that alone isn’t enough to get rid of them. I know “self crit” is valued, but I don’t even know what that would consist of. Truthfully I just feel more and more alienated from this community every day. I don’t know the “rules”.