i know being neurodivergent means you can have a terrible sense of time but i don't know anyone worse than me about this,, i will go back to a post i made 9 months ago and see the people who interacts with me regularly today was interacting with me back then and i'm like,, huh?? i just met this person?? ​​ i have no sense of time, my memory is horrible, i have no emotional permanence,, who the fuck programmed my brain this way ​