Cynni's BlogMar 23

Getting help…

...is hard work... ...but hopefully all worth it... As I've recently shared with you all here, I'm trying to get some help. For a long time, I've tried to make it on my own. And, after many hard struggles, I have had to concede... I had to admit to myself, and then to others, that I wasn't, and am not, able to get it all done on my own. 😔 A good online friend told me that we're not used to make it on our own, that we always need some form of support. But, getting that support as a NeuroSpicy 🌶️ person, it's even more challenging (and maybe also more important). […]

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Show threadrainey 🌻6d ago

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> we always need some form of support. But, getting that support as a NeuroSpicy 🌶️ person, it’s even more challenging (and maybe also more important).

> Struggling with CPTSD, while being ND, that’s a whole different thing! So, it needs even more specialized support. Which means it’s a lot harder to obtain.

I feel that so hard. *hugs*

Show threadCynni's Blog6d ago
@raineyday Awwww 💜 fankoos dear! 🌹
It’s very hard to find the proper help, and I am sure that, if we are able to find some, that it will have a loooong waiting list… I guess the hardest thing now is, that I need help because the symptoms are costing me so many spoons. But, in order to get the help I may need, I need more spoons than Ikea has in its warehouse… 😞 I don’t want to give up hope that I will be able to get help, I am just worried that it will take too long, and I will end up even worse…
I do hope that, when Koa comes, that I can get new energy from his love, happiness, and all the things that puppies do so wonderfully. 🐾🤎
Fankoos dear! 🫂
Show threadrainey 🌻

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> I am just worried that it will take too long, and I will end up even worse

Yeah, I feel that too. 🫂 Hopefully a puppy will be just what the doctor ordered.

Mar 24 at 4:13pmWeb
Show threadCynni's Blog5d ago

@raineyday Yeah I fear that too… It’s all going so slowly… I did have a voice mail from the GP, so I’ll need to call her later today, and see if she has any news… 🤞🏻

Fankoos 🫶🏻 and yeah… I do hope that Koa will be the boost that can help me… I’m already so excited, even though I won’t know which one will become Koa for another two weeks…. 😊 And then another ten days before I can take him home… 😊