God I swear even here atheism is more like a cult. They can’t even help themselves from saying, “well you must not know what being agnostic is.” I absolutely appreciate you being agnostic & it is unfortunate that more people can’t accept that.
I mean is there a word for someone who accepts the possibility of a god but there’s absolutely no way it’s the Christian or any of the other established gods?
Do you have proof it’s not an established god? Do you have proof that any of the current representations are accurate or inaccurate to the original god being referenced? Saying it can’t be an established god is as much of a commitment of faith as saying it is a specific god.