Anyone with old Windows tech/fixing knowledge out there?

My very old PC won't start Windows anymore and it might be, indirectly, my fault... and I'm so upset.

I still have *some* hope that I can find a way to fix it but it's a boot or core Windows issue so I'm *not* confident.

For now, locked out >_<

Could use a hug ;_;

It might seem weird to some of you but I've had a kind of fusional relationship to my PC for years, so it affects me more than most.

And even if not, just not having access to *some* things I was still doing on PC is very frustrating (music making in particular)