Like I don't get it: I see people in FOSS use these tools, and I just have so much trouble wrapping my head around it. I get people who hate their job using it, but how can you not feel horrendous about subjecting people to horrendous shit like this on a software project that's intended to do good for people?
Why do you not care about the stress you're putting on those around you? Why are you in this job?