Arilin ThorferraHaving a weird feeling I can only describe as “ambient sadness”. Maybe mild depression I’m 20 years overdue on seeing a doctor about, but it’s reminding me of the feeling I had when my time in California was drawing to a close.
Kitana Yorino (従野きたな)@arilin So... yeah, I've been struggling through similar. I had the same when you left, and then also after I'd lost my dream gig in Los Gatos.
@kitana I suppose in the current moment “maybe it's mostly because the world is on fire” can't be underestimated. There may be more to it for me around my mom's declining health and my general feeing of being in limbo here, but I dunno.