For about 10 months now, I’ve been hearing time and again:
“You look awful!”
“What’s wrong with you? Where’s your cheerfulness gone?”
“Something’s completely out of kilter with you at the moment!”

I try to explain myself – which isn’t easy – describe my problems, and then I hear more and more often:
“Why are you actually doing this to yourself?”
“Go! And quickly.”

For about 10 months now, my personal filter bubble has been telling me that divorce seems to be the only way out.

And I don’t want that.
I don’t want to see it.
It isn’t true...

@bodsch
Make the decision that is best for your health

@loudfpv
I will.
I have to.

But the decision will cost me dearly.

@bodsch
I read your post here, 13 years ago I had a similar "thing". Life can only get better, not easier, but better.