@bumpus ooof, that’s rough.  

Neurotypical people can be weird sometimes. I try to be super kind to people because I’m autistic, I have to spend effort thinking about the feelings and reactions of others, so like I’m going to put in the effort to get the best reaction I can. If I don’t that shit is going to haunt my guilt, I don’t have the option to be passively a jerk.

Hopefully your next year is a better one.