Mastodawn

I absolutely hate having (not diagnosed but very visible) ADHD, can't "lock in" like regular folk at work, sometimes I can but not on command.
This is partially why I sometimes go out of my way to mess with different tools and workflows, why I can't stand long compile times, can't use slow editors.

Whenever I have to recompile our projects multiple times because I'm touching base headers, my entire productivity goes out the window.

I had to mess with packaging today and it just sucks.

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Sharlock93

Sound and noise is a massive distraction, I constantly need to have noise cancelling headphones on and still have to use white noise on top to mask out the base noise my head produces.

Diagnosis through public routes and NHS has a 3 year waiting list, private is costly as hell and can't be fully trusted.

What a mess.