@strdst

diagnosis: your brain goes too fast all the time

treatment: eat amphetamines

@strdst @lkundrak 'also you're oversensitive as fuck, your emotions are determined by dice roll and you randomly drop everything (including eating and sleeping) to do projects so random and specific people think you've lost your mind. Have fun! Oh problem? Here's more meth!'
@ljs
shit i forgot to refill my meth and now i dont have enough meth to give me the will to get more meth
@strdst @lkundrak
@ozzelot @ljs @strdst first i thought your toot is a joke until it dawned on me that this situation is familiar
@lkundrak
I am currently not on the meth, but this is something I would do and have seen people do
@ljs @strdst
@lkundrak
(everything that goes on in my brain is a gordian knot and i don't know whether i first wanna deal with the adhd, the tism, the gender or the *gestures at the rest of it*, so i'm just waltzing through the world selfdiagnosedly)
@ljs @strdst
@ozzelot @ljs @strdst do you like trains
@lkundrak
i like tra(i)ns
@ljs @strdst
@lkundrak
though my "discerning tiny details about things" tendencies seems to have aimed itself towards old cellphones and various pressings of thirty-centimeter plastic discs containing music read by a small diamond
@ljs @strdst
@ozzelot @ljs @strdst hope it's black sabbath discs
@lkundrak
it's more kraftwerk and the like... though i will admit to having been fond of master's hammer and still growing a collection of that on plastic
@ljs @strdst
@lkundrak
the few songs by black sabbath i am aware of are bangers though.
@ljs @strdst
@ozzelot @ljs @strdst haha i suppose you like the later master hammer's stuff then?

@lkundrak
indeed, i have little to no interest in ritual and okultista, but konve and above, where it got way synthier, and maldoror disco, which... see album title, plus airbrusher, that's more my jam

i have also recently appreciated šlágry. i see very much how the orthodox blackmetal fanbase would get mad about that :)
@ljs @strdst

@lkundrak
And much by the hedonist Necrocock himself :)
@ljs @strdst

@ozzelot @ljs lol same boat i suspect

šlágry, konve and hudba z psychiatrických pavilonů 🧠🪓🐟

@lkundrak
I don't listen to pavilony enough :D I'm looking for the CD still. There was one on aukro a few days ago, part of a lot, but it got away.

Houbařské album, Křivoklátské martyrium, Bipolární noci, Tafelmusik, Truchlohry... I can't pick just one out of these
@ljs

@ozzelot @ljs i have a thing for linocuts and thought pavilony got the prettiest cover

that was before hairy hairy

@lkundrak
hairy hairy indeed has a cover that one could seek some pleasure in emulating
@lkundrak (křivoklátské martyrium also has one photo associated with it that i would desire to emulate, but it is not the cover :D)
@lkundrak (it doesn't even have to be near křivoklát, i'm not picky about my sex forests)

@lkundrak
I seem to have found a sneaky bipolar linocut in the bipolární noci digipak. It's definitely not front and center.

(it could be another technique, i'm not an art conoisseur, but looks damn linocutty to me)

@lkundrak
(I'm mostly average joe, though i did have various irregularities as cope right around 2021, but i find hádej kde jsme včera byli rather sad - not the song itself, but the story of how it came to be recorded. some people should not have children, i'll say as much.)
@ozzelot @lkundrak thanks for the recommendations, got into psychiatricke pavilony recently and was wondering what to listen next since the guy has a shitload of albums ...
@algebraicterror @lkundrak I got into his solo work with Houbařské album, Houbový Tomáš in particular, didn't really listen to him for a few years, then Bipolární noci came out and I fell back in love with his music. (The darn thing came out in 2021. An isolating, surreal and bipolar time in itself.)
@algebraicterror @lkundrak Not to say that times haven't continued to be isolating, surreal and bipolar, it was just a new phenomenon to me then :D
@algebraicterror @lkundrak but bipolární noci wasn't the reason i got reminded of him. someone in my then-twitter bubble shared a link to Zvíkovecké harmonium and I went "oh yeah, this guy exists", and then I found out bipolární noci is coming out, and then I also listened to Křivoklátské martyrium, and so on and so on
@ljs
Oh and if you feel something really well like your best friend dies or you have the best day of your life, your feelings are like on 250 on a scale from 1 to 10. Just hope it's because you have the best day of your life, otherwise you're really, really fucked!
@strdst @lkundrak
@momo @strdst @lkundrak yeah been feeling the other one (not literally thankfully) but in other areas lately so aware of this one :))
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@strdst if you're lucky, and the amphetamines aren't completely banned in your country because it's doing a 40 years later war on drugs

@hazelnot the war on drugs must continue until all modern medicine is dismantled /s

(special "fuck you" to a certain country for banning almost all amphetamines and methylphenidate)
@strdst

@strdst “The meth made you…unpleasant, we’ll try a blend of speed.”
@strdst Oh and the Meth affects you in the opposite way to normal people, no one knows why. It just is.
@strdst Like a lot of diseases, it's less funny to the people who have it.