The reason I fight so hard for trans kids is because I was a trans kid myself. I knew who I was in the year 2000, 12 years old, behind my computer, using the name Erin. I wanted puberty blockers so badly. My body shifted and changed in horrifying ways that I suffered for 15 years over.
I was aware the whole time. Some years were better than others, some I managed to squash away this part of myself. And now that I've been transitioned for 7 years, I see how much better life is. But it involved painful surgeries, hair removal, voice training, the works.
Whats worse... even with all of this, it's nowhere near as good as it could have been if I had access to care when I was young. I knew who I was back then. So many of us do. They deserve the chance I never got to have.
I even had ideas back when I was 5. I kept indicating that something was wrong to my parents, who were very confused mind you. There was no language for it then. God I wish I had the chance the trans kids do today. And I'll keep fighting for them to keep that chance.
@erininthemorning.com I didn't have the words for it at the time (it was the 1960s) but, same.