i don't know what this account is for anymore. i don't write posts nor read posts on here. and i retch at the paradox of wanting to present myself authentically in a social media paradigm based on sharing things out of context. a holistic, atomically-perceivable "me" is impossible, ofc, but i do try to approximate as best i can... this is why i mostly only post my poetry anymore.

i'd be more comfy sharing longform self-reflections on a blog i think, but i can't reach people from there without a following--nevermind the existential terror of my soul being caught up by AI scrapers.

maybe i should just make zines and share them locally and on here both. i *have* been wanting to write poetry zines...