My heart gets ripped apart
Every morning I wake up
My first thoughts are on you
I cry out for you every day
While my mind slowly decays
My body wrecked with pain
I wish you could still hear me
I wish I could still hear you
My words still reached your ears
And your smile still filled my vision
I fall from hysteria, to mania, to depression
Catatonia and flashbacks greeting me on the way
My mind, my body, on an ever downward spiral
I miss you, Tori
Everyday
