I have recurring dreams of me and a friend at my late father's house, where after he leaves, me and friend start cleaning the house for when he comes home. My father passed away in 2014

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I have recurring dreams of me and a friend at my late father's house, where after he leaves, me and friend start cleaning the house for when he comes home. My father passed away in 2014 - Lemmy.World

I even catch myself in my own dreams sometimes, like I know daddy passed away, but why is he still here and about to come back to a cleaned house? Sorry, my recurring dreams fuck my head up.

Hey, talking to a professional might help quickly relieve the “fuck my head up” part. Even one session can give powerful keys of understanding. Depending on where you live and your situation, you might even have access to free sessions with a psychologist (that’s what they’re called where I am).

I’ve had recurring patterns in dreams, they’re not always deep shit, but they are often unconscious signals that you’re on to something. Take care !

Oh, my psych is dead too…

Wonderful right?

Wait, wat?

Umm, my psych doctor is now deceased.

I didn’t think it would be that difficult to understand, are you AI?

No reason to be a dick man, it’s a hard story to parse and a strange way to phrase that. “My dad’s dead” makes sense, they’re still your parent. “My psych is dead too” kinda doesn’t, they’re replaceable and no longer your doctor. Hope that helps! And I hope you find peace with your dreams.

I lost my insurance the day I turned 18.

I’m 43 now, have never had a job with health insurance, and don’t have a fucking clue even if I threw money at them out of pocket where to find a doctor/dentist/psychiatrist to see me.

Are you from the USA?

Do you know what it’s like to get your health insurance revoked the day you turn 18, literally in the middle of a dental surgery?

Anyways, my medical records are locked now after I turned 18, and I have no clue how to even obtain my own medical records since my doctor, dentist and psychiatrist are all now deceased.

You got any ideas?

Sorry for the meme-ish turn of phrase there. I am indeed not AI, thanks for asking. I just needed a moment to process, and felt that I could convey my shock to others be feigning inability to understand. I see that some did, but I do not feel vexed by your message.

I send my best feelings to you