i played the marathon server slam once, saw it "recommends" voice chat with proximity, realized it's one of those social games, and uninstalled

reasons why fortnite is my choice of online game, if i don't have friends (which is most of the time) i can just play by myself, no chat, no nothing (fortnite had a mode with those features, but it was extra and limited)

i don't like voice chating with strangers, while i honestly don't have voice dysphoria with my friends, i have with strangers, people who would assume I'm a man based on the voice

yes yes voice training, it's on my list of things

@agatha I'm trying to negotiate with my brain for them to allow me to voice train without me getting physically sick with the description of what to do :3
@passocacornio I'd prefer to have an appointment with a doctor about it
@agatha it is not an option for now :(
@passocacornio I'm just saying how I want to go through with it
@agatha aaaaa... I see... but doctors do voice training?
@passocacornio yes, fonoaudiólogos do
@agatha oh yea... forgot of that specialty (even tho I've got to one recently)