Please consider the difference between what you ARE, your current-incarnation, vs what your unconscious-mind is trying to remap you into being.
Is that effective for your life to be doing?
Only your-life can answer that question.
But consider what HUGE percentage of lives turn to enforced-distraction, & dig themselves deeper into holes, so that they can pretend they aren’t-responsible, when they prove unable-to-cope.
( I’ve racked-up 7+y as an outright homeless person, & much of that was in emergency-shelters, with rooms crammed with bunks: I’ve seen enough displacement-from-present-me is “the” answer, to know it’s too-common, & counterproductive.
I’ve also fought in an ever-escalating-deathmatch with my uconscious-mind’s murder-all-my-LivingPotential determination, to “PROVE” that it can’t be beaten.
I will kill my unconscious-mind’s ignorance-addiction, if I have to die with it, for the sake of my reincarnation-cycle’s release from that just-make-all-lives-into-hell-lives addiction that my soul’s ignorance-addiction has.
I doubt very much that you accept that survival-of-the-fittest pertains within a life, between unconscious-ignorance & wise-directional-intent, but it does.
My perspective isn’t likely to be welcome here, but if YOU find it shines light in the right way, or right direction, within you, then YOU are the one I was trying to help, so that’s all that matters, in this discussion, isn’t it?
Own YOU: make yourself self-determining, conscious, as actual & potent & true-to-you as you can, & you can’t do that while immersing yourself in distraction-river, can you?
Pick: it doesn’t matter to Universe which you pick, but it matters to your-life.
Whatever you do, do well, Hoomin… )
Notice that I expect to be banned from this community for saying what I just said: honest alternative-perspective is seldom tolerated on the internet, nowadays.
Have no regrets about extinguishing me from your community, if that’s what you want.
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