Am I looking stupid? Somehow, I have so much interest that I am experienced, but sometimes I am still looking stupid. Why? I have no idea. Social disconnection and brain issues are a big reason, and also trauma due to being tortured mentally and physically a thousand times from my childhood until now.
Tortured by parents because I am retarded? Maybe. And also tortured mentally by society that makes me shocked. I got bullied a thousand times, and now I am depending much on the computer and digital assets that I have. Without that, I feel that I'd be imprisoned. Not because of criminal and imprisonment in cells like anyone that breaks rules, but isolated like I am living in the countryside in North Korea.
@jimedrand Kasian jim, istirahat dulu aja