I know I have months of craving fleshy blood soaked cow-meat. Or just generally bloody flesh meat. This sounds so fucking weird. What I mean is, I don’t eat meat like ever, it’s expensive and not that tasty. But sometimes I have the desire to eat it and it doesn’t go away so I keep eating stuff because I hope I can reassemble the taste and make it go away.

But u also feel that craving for the “umami” genre, I usually wake up at night and have to feel the organic foods, that’s when I wish I had mushrooms. I usually end up eating a cheese 🧀.

But sometimes, I wake up at night and I REQUIRE the sweet genre, specifically the chocolate sub-genre, but not just any chocolate, I need one that doesn’t exist, it has a distinct taste that I cannot describe.

OR I require something brewy, like a soup or similar, something that has been brothed and sitting in a hot container for very long. I have had this craving for many months now. I CANNOT MAKE GOOD SOUP. THE SOUP I WANT DOESNT EXIST. I am going mad because of this.