1st brain cell: omg gay,,

2nd brain cell: What if I am doomed to hurt and feel like I need to push them away? What if things just repeat? What if they don't like the way I like them? What if I lose myself in my feelings? What if they get to know me only to find a reason to hate me?

1st brain cell: what if we just allow ourselves to feel…

2nd: …

1st: gay,,,,,