The anticipation of restarting HRT is genuinely huge.

I actually have a countdown going for the day that my appointment is scheduled, and I'm looking forward to it!

I've spent the last 5 years since I had to stop building up my own happiness and confidence, and now that I'm genuinely in the best headspace I've ever been in, I just know that it's actually going to be an insanely large boost to my mental state!

I've spent the last few years wrestling with myself, trying to get things right, but now that I'm genuinely happy with the way that my life is currently progressing I think I can take that next step and go back to HRT and start moving the image I see in the mirror towards what I'd like to see from my body!

I genuinely hope my next appointment is easy and that they just say "yes" on the spot so that I can get back to where I was before.

Either way, I'm genuinely proud of myself for even starting the process and getting back on HRT completely on my own! Even if it doesn't work out, I'll still be happy to hear even the next steps to help me get to the point where I can see myself in the mirror the same way as I see myself in my mind!