pancake 
Sometimes I would like to understand why so many people hates me. It's so frustrating and overwhelming, I guess it's better if I just dissapear
Florencio Cano@pancake I think I've never talked to you in person and I think we probably are very very different. Just a prejudice, but I think so. Even that, I admire you. Your knowledge and what you have accomplished with radare is totally awesome. At least in relation to cybersecurity, the world is better because you. I'm sure many people think like me but haters are more noisy. Please, keep doing what you do.
@florenciocano we all have prejudices I guess, and that’s fine until bad manners surface. I use to think that nothing I do really matters and i’m mediocre at everything. But I try to learn, share and deliver to make things happen and have fun. I guess that’s anoying for some people, so if I stay silent the hates seems a little less overwhelming. Thanks for the support
Gabriel Gonzalez@pancake who on earth can hate you man? Fuck them whoever they are. "No hay peor desprecio que no hacer aprecio"
Paralhax 👾@pancake How do you know they hate you? Maybe they're just expressing their jealousy in this way 
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Przemek@pancake hi! We met in person a few times or more accurately we were in the same location multiple times due to r2con/workshops. No matter if you remember me or not really. That’s fine that you are thinking about such feelings and why people reflect it somehow. However, what if you pause or stop thinking about them as often as you do that now? What if you focus on things that you can touch or feel, on people or things that matter more? And if not matters more, let’s try to write down what you are doing, maybe create your own journal every day or week to see how much you are doing. And I’m not trying to convince you to do more. You are doing a lot. I assume that you can cut at least half of effort or time that you are putting into r2 and nothing like that can impact the project from people who love r2land for years standpoint.
I’m happy to have a chat with you pancake if you like - like two strangers who need each other just for that opportunity.
As a person with my own experience with similar feelings like you described and if I interpreted everything in similar ways like you - don’t be alone with yourself. Let people show you how great you are.
@evilrez i know you and I remember when we met. My memory is not that bad :) i took a break but I may probably take it earlier, I use to handle lots of stuff, r2 is just a little part, despite being the most visible.
I learned not to expect anything from anybody as a way to protect those bad thoughts to come. Also not to push others, I want to be self sufficient, but harsh words, silent responses, choices made in my back end up piling up and sometimes i break a little.
I enjoy doing what I do, even if its not valued I don’t care, but the feeling that I inspire fear, competition, rejection and abandon stay there. I know i shouldn’t focus on all those objective facts and I got better at ignoring what I don’t understand from humans.
I’m also happy to have a chat whenever you want 🫂