Back in September, I think?

It went pretty well, actually better than I expected. She wanted to stay out until 11 PM with me and we spent much of the time talking and finding a lot of commonalities and good conversation. At the end of the date, she was very physical with me. Got super close to me and asked me if I wanted to go out with her again and she wouldn’t stop kissing me.

But then the next few days, she spent the whole time only ever talking about herself and never asked me a single question about me or seemed to show any interest in me. I thought she might have lost interest in me so I stopped replying to one of her messages to see if that was the end, but then she messaged me again to tell me more about her day. Was super weird how different she was after and I told her I wanted to stop seeing her the day before our next scheduled date. I was a bit conflicted despite the mixed signals. I really liked her despite the mixed signals but I’ve been burned before like this and that combined with the distance was enough to not keep trying to force something to work.

Haven’t cared to get back into this dating game since. I feel frustrated and like it’s largely a waste of my time. I’ve been spending my time in other ways since.