the feeling of launching an unreal tournament 2004 server by telling ucc-bin, the unrealscript compilation environment that knows itself as UnrealOS, to evaluate the editable scripts that made up the core of unreal tournament, its rich web admin interface, and the ecosystem of tools and facilities that make it nicer to host than quake, and remembering that unrealscript and self-hosted servers are both long dead and all this tech is used to make kids gamble in fortnite now

betrayal, that’s it

a merry fuck you to Tim Sweeney, a guy who sucked the moment he stopped doing ambitious but flawed programming language environments disguised as games, who would prefer nobody remembered ut2k4 ever existed
@zzt i was about to say “to say nothing of zzt,” but then i remembered who i’m talking to
@grid gesturing frantically at a chart where one of the axes is “gaming” and the other is “fever dreams I’ve had about the actor model” that proves zzt is the perfect game and Tim Sweeney should have stopped after that
@zzt no notes