i want to make everyone think im a mean, evil, horrible dog and should be hated and exiled from everywhere and everyone

is this a kink
@[email protected] nah I'd never believe that

ngl I think it's some sort of "I deserve this" mental health thing. like, being in a rough situation and trying to make things worse as a form of sh
@Starcross perhaps ;;w;;
@[email protected] I really think this is the case because it sounds like you're actively trying to isolate yourself from others but in an indirect "everyone hates me" way
that sounds like a mental health version of sh