Sometimes you get your heart broken by who you thought was “the one” and it becomes hard to trust it again because “these are the same feelings as last time and look how that turned out.” Even if you want to, there can be a “fool me once” element to it that isn’t so easy to shake.

And for me personally so far it’s that everyone seems to expect me to fall in love within a month and marry them within a couple years. Bruh I’m slow at that shit sorry idfk what to tell you and the more you pressure me the less likely it’ll ever happen because it’ll push me the other way.