May i have the courage to meet the unpredictability of freedom. To meet the world as is can be scary. Some mechanisms in us want predictability, the stories inside of us, stored reaction patterns on repeat. Corage to not believe their threats. Emotions are real. Hard to sit with them sometimes. So we rather destroy the world to uphold the pattern and story in order to not feel the pain, the perceived embaracement, perception of threat to our survival, our name, our ego.