Youtube videos being suggested to me like "Trump's shutdown is political suicide!" and "Epstein Cover-up not working!" and I just can't help but think,

"why are they always on top now? Why does everyone in my rural-ass town still worship him? Why won't the opposing party take charge over this?"

I don't know what reality looks like now. Reality takes so many forms. It's more painful than any obvious lies I get hit with.