I have PAIN, in my nerve left and the right side is hurting now too. I already can barely eat and now it's worse.

☑️. Do you WANT me Dead, mother⁉️

Yes, it's you who VDs teeth of all people especially me. You do it so "automatic" you gotta stop using little bedsidelamps

... African Priestress from History with the POWER of The Sun, thinking she can just "forget" she's doing a thing of #VD that's actually from a Book. Oh, mother
... I was her Geisha, so I found her every need & wish. Bought it from her bankaccount, first I asked her ofcourse! Usually she just had a #Request and I'd find it quickly.. I'd buy and it would come in the Post
"Oh, Elina! I have a problem! AGAIN"
Mama, what it is! Just tell me, I know
*she'd take long to answer*
It's okay mama, ya. #KOMTGOED
"Well, Fine wit it then. My lamp broke!"
Mama, I knew it when you said it. I'm already looking them up. You need a white one? They also got black
"No no! White ofcourse. YKI"
Okay, Mama I've found it I think. It's only 12euro, I think it's the one. Look
"Oh child! You're so Fast! What would I do without you! Thanks"
I'm gonna order it, okay?
"That's Fine, my child. Fine™"
*I see a thing in the name NAVLINGE, there's a thing in there. Mama notice I'm slow*
"Well, you not gonna then? Problem?"
Ya, mama! Just a SECOND, totally important but I'm gonna. You totally just Confusing me now, now it takes Longer. And no I'm not Renée
*mama is Fine, totally trusting me even if I didn't in the end. Almost forgetting ATP*
Mama would you look, what's the name NAVLINGE. Look at it, look look
"Did you now ORDER iett?'
Ofcourse I did, what⁉️ you need Proof. I'll get it, totally did. You said yes I need it, so I did. Did I had to ASK YOU AGAIN & AGAIN?!
... then usually she would not really look at my "Offer of Sign". It was upsetting, sometimes THIS was a cause for a huge fight. Johnny would get involved on the phone, insulting me. Telling me all sorts of horrible things, saying "you're like a 13yr old!" And I'd be crying on the floor, hugging mama's legs saying sorry.

Those Fights broke me to pieces.
●. It was always so nice, just Fine.
●. I would say one thing wrong, and it would cause a whole thing. Domino's
●. Johnny would get involved against his will, and it would be so bad. So bad, leave him OUT OF IT

✔️. I would GRAB the phone from her hands when she tried to call him.
✔️. I would YELL at her with Johnny on the line "mama he's not your Father"
✔️. I would put him on his Place, from the speakerphone. Kankering him

✔️. After he hung up.. or I grabbed the phone from her and just HUNG HIM UP.. I would tell my mom looking in the eyes "mama, you're scared of him. Why are you SCARED of your son? He do anything you say at the Dot of a word, mother. He's your doggy, are you GESTOORD do to this to me because you're scared of your own mf son." Mama listen "mama listen to me! You're Tilly Middendorp, did you forget. Mama, look at me. You are Tilly Middendorp. Ya? Doe normaal"
"TILLY MIDDENDORP, mama. Did you forget?"

... do you really think you didn't get Famous, mama. Be for real, L🔘🔘K at you. You're a Supermodel in her 40s here.

●. Supermodel going down all the Spiritual Conventions in the NL, almost. Even further away you went
●. Supermodel sitting at Lectures, being called on the stage
●. Supermodel having an affaire with a big guy in the #SpiritBizz like Dirk or some others.
●. Supermodel starting a Company from nothing, having success right away because of her charm.

✅️. #Fame. You got Famous mama, ya. You were totally Famous on the street.. "word on the street" that's what you were. You didn't even try to get on TV, honestly. So, you didn't become Yomanda. Logic! You were just KNOWN & INFAMOUS around "Randstad" mostly. Your name just spread, easily. But they knew you all around NL, mom.. you're just like me. I also didn't know it was all so #COOKY
Crazy #Coincidences, Listy:
●. Papa on TV in 1997, with Yomanda. He wasn't even applying to go on. He was just chipped through, like he was chosen. He tried to get out of it
●. The pickpockets from late 90s, 1997. There were TWO but the second time they managed to get your wallet and all your cards
●. Daisy being Bullied and suddenly changing schools. She was like 12/13
●. They plainly told you you were a "Dangerous VooDooqueen" when Renée wasn't allowed at school and was bullied by all the moms

... you were just Famous and making us all Famous too. But we were only Children so it came down to bullying. Later on, you kinda went into #Quarantine. You went into hiding. You never went out anymore. You felt it, after Fer died

✔️. Fer came to you because you were Famous, he was just curious.
✔️. Oma got word of it, she's still the AD. She told him to protect you
✔️. Fer came in the Family as a #Bodyguard for all of us. Oma knew! Oma keeps the paper
✔️. He fell for you, but he died

Protection over, 2004.
☑️. #MafiaNL. The Mafia came in, after Fer died or was "about to Die" or planning to leave us... that's when they took their chance. You had already made a deal with Police because you did FRAUD but that's another thing. That was 1997. They just came in, like.. we were defenseless. They started just messing with our Lives. We were a Famous family from around 1995. I think, even when Papa was still there. Because mama went to Conventions. That's why (T&T) divorced. They FFED it up, sneakily
Elina: "It's just truth, that we have been Famous with the whole of NL since 1995. So, the Mafia knew where to find us. Oma could postpone things a bit, and whatever! Papa also. But it still happened, from the start and slowly more and more."

☑️. See, the story of Yomanda is really mama's story. She escaped right at the end of 1999 or whatever. That's what we should've done, how crazy are we to sit 25 years longer with our Butts right in the Fire? That's what I said, that's because you're boring

"Elina can't go on a Plane!"
No ofcourse not, so⁉️ Thinky further, I didn't get here on a plane either. Ya! Matrixone from Italia, from a Bus.. perfectly timed. What you playing at, you should Plan

Ofcourse, Yomanda was just based on mama. That's just her #Hologram. I saw the Hologram at Schiphol once, she's still around
●. Mama starts as Yomanda
●. Mama has a Tragic Fall
●. She gets her Karma and ends up like Silvia Millecam, breastcancer and it's real