I feel frustrated because I am crying when I don't want to and due to that get blamed for weaponizing tears.
@jinxed Been there all my life, it sucks so hard. Just needing a minute or so to try to get one's face to behave is viewed as an excuse... Like dammit no I'm just overwhelmed or something has triggered this physical response. It's not like a fart that can be held back. And sometimes even farts escape containment.

@KV1NN4 definitely. At least with masks (need to relocate my good one) I can hide the lower half of my face.

Sucks when default is RBF to others. -_-

@jinxed Yeah... I'm worried someone will give me shit for it since apparently I look a Lot More Asian when I wear my respirator, but I defintiely get/feel a lot more anxious without one.. I wish ppl were still spacing out 5-6ft when in lines and stuff... i know sidewalks is trickier but cmon...
@KV1NN4 yeah. *sends hugs*
@KV1NN4 I wish you safety and peace.