sanguishJul 4, 2025

Miserable night.

I don’t honestly know how people, the vast majority of people, have friends, fun, socialize.

I have no real world friends. None.
I have nothing that I do for fun except watch TV.

I’d love to go for a drive, but I can’t drive the car because I can’t get it inspected because someone else would need to get into it.

I sleep on the floor in the living room of a three bedroom house because that’s what I can manage. And I hate it.

Show threadsanguishJul 4, 2025

I have no space for hobbies. None. I don’t even have a place to keep a book or two.

And it’s been this way for 15+ years.

I could totally do prison time. I already do, to a large degree.

Show threadDallas BrownJul 4, 2025
@sanguish sorry buddy. I can relate to a bunch of that. Haven’t had a friend (besides my wife) for decades. No hobbies. Hobbies I used to have, I no longer have any interest in. Can’t even watch TV. Even playing on my phone is almost nonexistent anymore. Spend most of my time staring at the wall trying to keep up with my ADHD brain. Do that until I am finally tired where I move to bed and end up not sleeping and just staring at the ceiling now. Then do it all again the next day 😭
Show threadDallas Brown
@sanguish The only thing that brings me any joy these days is sitting on the beach in Laguna Beach, CA, doing nothing again, but at least brings me some peace and a view
Jul 4, 2025 at 4:34amIceCubesApp