Wish i was small
My height is the one bit of dysphoria I immediately identified and have always been deeply uncomfortable with but i never felt like I could say anything.
I'm not even really tall or especially broad-shouldered, but the second I wasn't one of the shortest kids in class it felt so very wrong, and once my torso buffed out I was basically on a collision course with the gender blues
Meanwhile my sister is barely five feet and built like a pixie. Even tho i think she's unhealthily thin I'm also just eternally jealous of her. She has what i long for but have lost, and can never have again
And idk. I've been weathering this for almost 20 years; i think i'm allowed to be sad about it.