Why the fuck is it so hard to meet non-flakey, cool people who are available, and down to do cool shit.

I'm 35 and starting mostly from scratch. No family, no pets, no obligations, no relationship. I have an amazing fucking job. I've been in nyc my whole life. It shouldn't be this fucking hard.

Yes maybe 🏳️‍⚧️ has something to do with it, but wtf. It's so fucking annoying making all this effort all the fucking time. Pride makes me so fucking depressed cuz I always hope for more.