Eli 💚 chaos 🌋🎲👾Hi all, long time no see. I wish I could be online more and that it didn’t seem like I abandoned the game and everything, but you might’ve seen me post sometimes that I’m sick. Well, I found out that I’ve been sick with an autoimmune disease for years and it’s been progressing until now, however I’m finally getting treatment. There’s lots of sadness and guilt over diminishing ability over the years. I might be gone but I’m fighting to come back and make all the things!
I’m open about this because I think it’s worse when you’re struggling in silence and feel like you’re grieving projects and community put on hold. It’s not something you can keep hidden even if you wanted to as it affects all aspects of your life 24/7. But it’ll be okay as it no longer feels like wandering in the dark! I’m grateful to you all 💜
As a bonus, please try this at home: strawberry jam on the bottom, (oat) milk, and matcha topped with white chocolate shavings. Banana to scale.
Flaki