@lina I get that, and I appreciate the good faith you have in them. But I must say that an enforcement team that can't enforce against powerful individuals in the community is one that is *systematically* designed for complacency, whether those in it are aware or not. In real life, this is how corruption works. In even the most corrupt of countries, you'll find anti-corruption admins and institutions, but they "are powerless" against the powerful.
Anyway, I am glad you are past being involved in that unhealthy environment and I hope you continue to recover, and do the things you want around the people who respect and appreciate you.