Lol of course
“The heart of the matter”
Oh come ON
(“An opposing or complicating factor”)
Hahaha oh no
1. Heart of the Matter: The Fool
2. An opposing or complicating factor: The 3 of Swords
3. An unconscious influence: The 2 of Swords
4. A receding influence: Justice
5. Attitudes and beliefs: The World
6. An approaching influence: Ace of Pentacles
7. Me as I am: Knight of Swords
8. External environment: Page of Cups
9. Advice: Four of Swords
10. Overall outcome: The 10 of Pentacles
I actually need to, like, reflect on this one
Thoughts:
Wow, look at all those swords! It’s pretty rare for me to draw many swords for myself.
I always *want* to pull The 4 of Swords but hardly ever do and now it shows up as “advice”? Advice that (for once) contradicts my emotional impulse?? The *one* time I *don’t* want to retreat, recuperate, and self-exile from a fraught situation?
Getting the Knight of Swords for ✨me✨ also feels strange, almost ominous, but not inaccurate.
Argh why is Justice a receding influence argh
Seriously though: the ONE TIME I actually want to have the fight, I maybe SHOULDN’T? 🤔
Moving on, I think I am probably surrounded by Pages of Cups. That resonates, as they say.
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Man. This one has me all agitated! Which, good, I guess