Sometimes I feel so lonely. I want so desperately some kind of community, but I feel like a stranger everywhere. There is no place in the world where people like me can feel accepted. How easy it was to just listen to propaganda or gurus, how nice it was to know that somewhere there are people who believe in the same things you do. And how hard it is to wake up and think your own thoughts, to feel your own heart. Because from now on, there is only one thing I can be sure of: I will never find a single living being who will truly understand me.

#thoughts #loneliness #reflection

@gard_witch_craft Hey... Please, don't give up. I understand it's really tough right now and I feel like this too a lot of times.

But I think that you will find likeminded people again. I had this too at work, everyone is so hateful, xenophobic and many other things, it gets to me. And then a new guy joined my department and we became instant friends and I wasn't alone anymore in my views.

I really wish I could make it better for you with words..
When I read something like this it makes me sad and I do care, how ever weird that might be coming from a stranger. But if you ever want to talk or just vent, feel free to message me.

@Einzelgangster Thank you for your words and kindness!