it's Kanbaru again πi fear that being neurotic about physical things doesn't actually stop you from causing yourself problems it just makes you regret it more when you do
normal person: thing π works π
me: this Thing is but one of several compromised versions of the Idealised Thing between which i have had to choose based on 12 different equally sacred criteria. and i chose Wrong and now must forever atone
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