I’m not bothered in the least that I’m not watching YouTube right now.

I don’t really watch YouTube anyway as I just sit there getting lost in whatever thoughts the video might have triggered, most of the time they might as well just be saying, ‘Rhubarb rhubarb rhubarb.’

But I’m fine going without it. I’ve got music on and I’m idly thinking about nonsense as usual.

The sweats and tremors? No, no, that’s just because I haven’t said “Death to Israel” for five minutes, “Death to Israel.” – but, yeah, see that? Now I’m steady as a bone and dry as a rock again.

I’m fine. It’s fine. I’m not even thinking about it. Thinking about what? Dunno.

Fuck Israel.