How It Feels to Be Remembered Me

My latest studio album will be yours tonight at midnight.

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Now, I promised you that the doors would open today.

Please, step inside, make yourself at home.

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Track 01 -- "En garde!"

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Oh, Sorry! I didn't mean to jump out at you. I’ve always hated the uncertainty of opening the door when someone knocks or rings the doorbell... I hate that feeling of not knowing who or what’s on the other side.

"En garde!" is about that fear, that confrontation. It’s a reminder that sometimes we have to face what’s knocking, even when we’re not ready.

"En garde!" is inspired by my debut album Unknown Pleasures. Back then, I had no idea my career would lead me to this moment. Now, looking back, I can see how every door I’ve opened since has shaped the artist I’ve become.

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Track 02 -- "Heard how I felt"

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This song is about the frustration of trying to communicate, but never truly being understood. Sometimes I struggle with communicating what I want to say, but you can say everything in your heart and if the person on the other side doesn’t feel it, you're just wasting your time.

"Heard how I felt" draws from my second album ANTHEMS. That album was full of bold and loud statements, but sometimes people just don’t get it. This song is the follow-up to all the times I tried to make someone just understand.

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Track 03 -- "Run circles"

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Running in circles—it’s like being trapped in a cycle, chasing something that’s always just out of reach. This song captures that frustration of always feeling close, but never quite getting there. Comparison is the thief of joy and I often always end up comparing myself to my contemporaries, it's like chasing something I’ll never catch.

"Run circles" was inspired by Wild at Heart. That album was fast, free, but directionless. This track takes that restless energy and focuses it on the feeling of constantly chasing validation without finding resolution. I figured it would be fun to take my least... impactful album and sort of make it a confidence booster! I only need validation from myself.

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Track 04 -- "Through it all, nothing changed" feat. Sampha

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This love song is about the joys of being stuck, even as everything around you seems to change. You go through life thinking things will get better, but sometimes, no matter how much you grow, the core of who you are remains unchanged.

"Through it all, nothing changed" is inspired by Wasteland. That album was all about navigating the ups and downs of the end of the world, and this track is a joyfully apocalyptic love song about a girl who wonders if her man feels like neither of them have changed, even as the world around them drastically does.

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Track 05 -- "She told me her name was grief"

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@Rihanna LOVE this title
@FlorenceWelch it's my fav tbh