If you think you have #imposterSyndrome, then #knowThis:
I've been doing Unix, network, Internet service administration for 25 years. -- Yes people pay me to do it.
I've been where @ponfarr has been MANY TIMES!!!
It's somewhat common (yearly -> quarterly) that I'll run into something that I can't make work at that time.
I'll spend some time working on it (a swing) and not get it to work (a miss). But I learn something each and every time I try.
Eventually I finally get things to work (HOME RUN!!!).
Don't give up.
Don't berate yourself either.
Keep at it.
Ask for help if you're comfortable doing so.
https://mastodon.social/@agreeable_landfall/113235941782703988