I think one of the saddest things about the internet/instagram side hustle culture/late stage capitalism is that its convinced everyone they're supposed to be making money from their art and if they're not they are somehow a failure.

Creative expression is something you're just allowed to have, to do, to make yourself feel something, you can share it with other people if you want but it's only purpose is to exist

if you want to make money from your skills then fine but don't let it crush you

LB: What was worse for me when I had my podcast, was that I could never actually reach any listeners on Twitter and Facebook. Their algorithms made it basically impossible to be heard through the noise.

So I’d spend hours crafting these beautiful little calm spaces, all the while getting more and more anxious at the time I was wasting on it because no one else actually heard them.

I never really expected to make money from it, but it would have been nice to have been heard.

Though I do sometimes ponder bringing it back, now I’ve discovered Mastodon and the far, far better engagement I get on here.