Mastodawn

From about the age of 24 to the age of 32, I had big dreams and I reached those dreams and I had a lot of energy pursuing them and it was exciting.

But then in March 2020 the pandemic hit and everything changed and something broke inside.

I've been constantly struggling to even keep my head above the water and to survive and I'm so tired and sad.

I've been failing at pretty much everything I've tried in the past 4.5 years and it's so hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

@hamatti Man, that sucks!

For what it’s worth, I appreciate you – be it everything you have done (which TBH is a lot!), or just hanging out with you doing nothing!

@tero Thanks. There's of course a lot of good there too but mostly none of them helpful for surviving in the job market and thus financing the life.