I'm #schizotypal and I'm absolutely convinced that the goverment is plotting against me.

What sucks most, I live in a country where this is entirely possible and happens to people all the time.

I can't just say "this is a delusion" and move on because stakes are too high.
It was dumb to post it here. What if my phone is infected with undetectable spyware? I can never know for sure.

In this paranoid state, I continue to notice "signs".

At least if my suspicions turn to be correct, I can say "I knew all the time".