URRRRRGH

THIS GUY I KNEW BACK LIKE TWELVE YEARS AGO HAS ONLY GOTTEN HOTTER AND HOTTER AND MY EFFING WIFE THINKS IT’S FUNNY

sends me the stuff where he’s half wearing and half slouching out of a jacket, asks me if it’s a thirst trap, etc. 😵‍💫

(like I genuinely do crazy shit to guys without even TRYING, I do not want to make his existence worse by inserting myself)

(but it’s nice to think of his scratchy voice and that friggin stubble. and I got to watch him fuck someone once and video it, and like, that was in the imagination grinder for a while 🥵😖)

IT’S NOT EVEN THE ONE I DATED

IT’S THE ONE WHERE I FAILED TO ADMIT I MOANED WHEN HE KISSED ME 😵‍💫 seriously that dude could do anything to me he wanted that I was physically capable of