@agatha mostly I just mean knowing that trans was a thing and how it works. Idgaf about anything else lol

@RedCyberPandaz @agatha except I don’t think there’s much I could’ve done differently. Sometimes I wonder if knowing I was trans much earlier would’ve just caused me to experience even more pain. And there’s not much you can do differently about bullying, and trauma from it, which was a big part of why those years were so awful. I do wish the friends I made in the last few years of school could meet the me that I am now though, instead of this protective shell I hid behind back then, or fully meet the real me that was inside that shell back then, which would’ve only been possible if I understood myself a bit better a bit earlier.