You're allowed to post on your blog once every decade, and you don't even need to apologize for it. That's also part of having your own space.

Personal sites aren't a competition, and productivity doesn't have to be a metric.

(note to self)

Oh! And you can redesign it every two months if you want! And be constantly "under construction" forever. It's wild the things that are allowed.
@mia thank you, I actualy struggle a lot with both